So after a brief hospital stay, some meds, and the realization that my parents should not be allowed to manipulate me, especially as far away as they are. Nor should I live my life for them. Seemingly simple enough, with one draw back, leaving my little sister and brothers. I am to become someone completely different than what was perceived and what I was know by them. I will be my own person. The old will finally fade and someone new, will stand in my place.