I’m withdrawing, I don’t even feel it anymore… no pain… no sadness, just complete ambivalence. It’s almost as if I am immune to it, to everything. I want to escape, to go somewhere new. TO BE NEW… but I can’t. I’m stuck here, broken, unhappy… saddened. Should I tell her that my world is caving [...]
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Who can love the broken
Posted in depressed, gay, love on November 7, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Love… or asking too much?
Posted in gay, love, relationships on November 2, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
So my ex’s roommate who I thought was flirting, instead turned our dinner tonight into a double date Saturday with he, his boyfriend, My ex and I. Which is actually a really pleasant surprise. And apparently my ex wants to see me… It’s cute, beyond a doubt… but almost awkward, because I’m not sure how [...]
My first entry
Posted in gay on November 1, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am keeping this, because I think it will be helpful in the long run. Perhaps if not for me, then for someone else who can find some strength in knowing that they are not alone. Despite how alone they may feel. I know that I feel that way. That I do not always know [...]
