So…

Is there anything wrong with being a tad bit narcissistic? The last couple of nights have been crazy and I have felt so desired, hot and confident. Quite the turn-a-round from two weeks prior when I was feeling worthless. Its amazing how much counseling and some med’s ha ha. I am about to be picked [...]

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a new begining…

So after a brief hospital stay, some meds, and the realization that my parents should not be allowed to manipulate me, especially as far away as they are. Nor should I live my life for them. Seemingly simple enough, with one draw back, leaving my little sister and brothers. I am to become someone completely [...]

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Maybe I write too much

So… being aware of your crap and dealing with your crap are two different things… as quoted from Gray’s Anatomy from Yang. Yea… I think I am definitely aware of my problems but not particularly sure how to correct them… see this is why I had to go see a counselor, because I am aware [...]

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Today 1 November, 2007

I find myself in a unique circumstance, at a crossroads in almost every area of life. The uniqueness itself comes however not from the multiplicity of options and areas in which I must decide, instead if comes in the form of ambivalence. I am completely ambivalent to which direction my life takes. I find that [...]

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Hello world!

This is not meant to offend, but it as meant as the truth. This is my life, comments are welcome, but do not criticize. Thanks

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